last night was a hard night, i went to bed and of cours since im so sencitive right now, i cried because i felt so lonelly. then i saw david's shirt that he wore the day before we left and i put it on, looking for his smell. i feel so stupid because i have gone thru this already and i thought that it was suppose to feel easier , because "i know what to expect" but man was i wrong, i feel it harder then the first time. we already know the base he is going to but for security purposes i can not tell you, but all i can say is that he is going to be ok. i hope. i have made the most wonderful friend, she is the wife of one of david's friends, she is so nice, her name is Sara and she is the one in the picture. she gets me!! i know family can say "sorry" and "i know what you mean" but in reality they don't know what i mean or how i really feel. but another wife that her husband is gone KNOWS and im greatful i met her.dont get me wrong i love my family in both sides and my friends, but its nice to have some one else that trully understands whats going on. anyways, thats my wine for the day, love ya all.
p.s david is getting his antrax shot today and he hates it, so keep him on your prayers that it wont make him sick.
3 comments:
You just whine as much as you want. You're right, not many of us can even closely relate what you're going through. But know that we love you and are in our prayers!
xoxo
Cory
I am so sorry that you are going through this. You are a strong woman and I know that. Thank you for supporting your husband who is fighting for other people's freedom just always remember the wonderful work you all are doing!
Love you always Michelle
I'm SOOOOO glad you have someone out there that you can relate to and empathize with. We try to be there for you and understand what you're going through, but in the end, all we can do is be here because the reality is my husband isn't going off to war. We love you tons, regardless, but we're so very happy that there is someone nearby that gets it, Ana. Good for you! NOT PATHETIC AT ALL!!!
And we'll be praying for you guys, and David with his shots, too.
Love ya!
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